So, interesting thing happened today. I don’t know if you remember but two years ago my best friend and I stopped talking to each other I stopped talking to my best friend because of a series of fights, problems, misunderstandings, her fucking pride, and because we never really felt comfortable after we “solved” things. Later she started changing her personality, changed some of her friends and she became someone I didn’t knew. I was having a really, REALLY tough year (my sister started cutting herself, my uncle was diagnosed with cancer, my parents were thinking about divorcing, my grandfather got really sick and then my grandmother) so I was a little depressed, reluctant, sad and boring. I needed my friends so much, I wasn’t ready to tell them everything that was going on with me..yet, but I needed someone to tell me that everything was going to be fine, that I was going to be fine. I needed my best friend and she just wasn’t there for me. She listened but she never asked how things were. Anyway, since I was so not interested about other things because my mainly concern was to get through all just as sane as when it all started… I stopped talking to her in a way I wanted to make sure she still needed me, that not having me around made a difference. Time passed and whatever we had left of our friendship ended. 

This happened almost TWO YEARS ago. Today while checking my mail I noticed that she sent me and email. Basically she just wants to know what she did wrong that cost her my friendship. That she still can’t believe she lost the person she was so close with. 

I’m curious as to why did she sent me that now. Last semester we had a class together, she even knew about my dad’s accident, the opportunity was there. I will talk to her. TALK. I’m not gonna send her an email explaining myself. NO. If she wants to know, she will have to grow some lady balls and ask me.